| Monday, July 04, 2005 |
| Thinking... |
Chaos & Order
Last night was a really good night of many realizations... i woke up this morning with a renewed trust that God really does have a purpose for me on this earth, and he wants me to find that out little by little, day by day.
It gets confusing because i dont exactly feel like i am living 'my dreams' because i am not exactly sure what they are. I know i love psychology and child social issues, criminal psychology and justice. But how do i work in those areas? Do i want to get a degree? Do i need a degree? I know that school is not the answer to everything... but it might be good to get the education and training. I dont know though.. i love missions, i am a missionary at heart...and as hard as living on support is, living by faith is very fulfilling. And it's good for me to develop self control and character by going through tough times.
The only other place i could see myself living right now is New York City...I love that city. But Craig and I looked at NYU this morning and it is nearly 40,000$ a year!! yikes...impossible with man, but with God all things are possible! who the heck knows what will happen.. |
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